Good Morning Son,
There's an eerie stillness in the "neighborhood" today; Mike and Amber and the boys are away at the beach. My normal busy weekend has turned into a very quiet event and I don't handle quietness very well.
It's at times like these that I "think" too much, relive that night, relive so many uneasy feelings. I start to fall in a direction that I don't like going. I cope better when there is busy-ness in my life. It's not that I ever forget during the busy times but it keeps me focused in another direction - one that somehow seems safer. To go back just reminds me how big this hole in my heart is, how I can't feel that big hug when I need it most and how a picture of your smile is all I can hang onto.
You are fine, you are happy, and you are in total peace.......and I, too, will get back to that point....just as soon as I totally absorb myself in another task.
I love you Son,
Mom
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