Our Last Family Gathering

Hello Son,

Today marks five years that the whole family was last together with you. You and your sister and brother surprised Dad and I with a 25th Anniversary party. I never thought anyone could surprise me but you three pulled it off!!

Thinking of how much fun we had and how everyone was together not knowing it would be the last time the family gathered with you. I still remember the words of your toast and the beautiful message on the video. It makes me cry every time I think of it, though, as you talked about raising a family and following our example. I always knew you would make a great husband and daddy but that is one dream you weren't able to live. Only God knows why He took you before that could happen.

I have a tough time this time of year and this year seems even worse than the past few years. I am already dreading the holidays and the anniversary of you leaving us. It just doesn't get any easier.

How I wish I could see that smiling face - even just one more time. I love you baby and always will.

Until we meet again,

Mom