Monday, September 28, 2009

The Sadness Continues

Dear Chris,

I'm going through a rough time right now and at times like this I miss you more than ever. I never expected you to solve my problems but there was just something about your smile and your reassurances that made things better.

I have been going through so many "flashbacks" lately - not sure why. And even some of the anger issues are trying to resurface but so far I'm keeping them at bay. I don't want to go there again - I've forgiven and I can't go back.

I know you are in the best place possible.....and I know, one day, I will join you. It hurts to know that some may never see you again....but I am only responsible for myself....and I'll be there!!!!

I love you so much and miss you more than ever,

Mom

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