I Need You

Dear Chris,

Never have I felt as desperate as today to have one of your big warm hugs! Up until now, I've been able to survive on my faith but that is getting harder and harder to do.

I can't talk to anyone about what is going on - and I feel so lonely. The last bit of what we have of you is being ripped away from us.

I know I will get through this - I always do - but right now I feel like there is no hope, absolutely none. Just wish I could hear your voice - telling me everything was going to be okay.

Back on my knees, I need to go - and hold on - and trust, believe and hope again.

MISS YOU SOOOO MUCH!!!

Love Always,

Mom