Tuesday, December 1, 2009

The Sadness Begins

Dear Chris,

I woke up today, remembering this morning four years ago - December 1, 2005. I had to leave very early that morning for an overnight business trip and I didn't want to go.

The day before you had come home from work early as sick as I had ever seen you. As I walked in your room that morning to kiss you goodbye, I was so torn. How could I leave? But I knew I couldn't do anything but pray and your Dad was around, and so I reluctantly left. Thankfully you were much better that night when I called you.

Little did I know then had little time I had left with you. I would not have gone if I had any idea.

I miss you so much son!!

I love you,

Mom

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