Dear Chris,
We're about an hour and a half away from another holiday without you. And as if it wasn't hard enough to spend another holiday without you, drama begins again. I don't understand why people have to make holidays even tougher for me.
As much as I try to continue with traditions, I am not sure it is worth it anymore. I'm just really down.
Do you remember, "I wish you enough." I'm sure you do. I think I had suppressed it until it surfaced this week. Oh what memories it brought back! It was hard at first.....but I'm okay with it now. I guess I can't wish that for you anymore since you have it all now!!!! But I can pass it on to others and maybe some will be blessed by it like we were.
Well, another day, another holiday - bringing me one day closer to seeing you again.
I miss you so much and at times I can hardly stand it. Thank you for being such a blessing in my life.
My love always,
Mom
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